Longtime since I posted anything here. I started questioning myself "Why this break?", because I longed to share what I feel. And here the wait ends. We all have friends. How many of us do really remember how this all started?? I do. So, here is a post about my first friend ever.
One day, long back I told him I want to be his friend. We were together all the time from then. I talked to him. He was there for me whenever I felt lonely. I shared my worries with him. His mere presence made me feel comfortable. He never left me. We shared happy moments. And people never noticed me talking to him even inside exam halls. I have heard this from people. When somebody buys a new pen, they check if its proper by writing their name. I don't know how, but even today I check if the pen is working fine by writing his name only.This is just an example of how he intruded into me. Lots more. Years passed by. I got too excited every time his birthday approached. We used to have fun the entire day. I prayed and wished we stayed together forever.
But nothing goes smoothly till the end, right? Yes, there was no mistake on him. I made it. But so very casually and unintentionally I had gradually moved away from him. Just the belief that he will be for me whenever I need him made me do that. I never cared for him like he did for me. Wherever I went, I had atleast one person caring for me and coincidentally that person carried his name and reminded me of him. After so many years, when I sit back to find a reason, this comes up. I have grown and so people expect me to be mature. But it is tough for me to accept this as a reason for my separation from such an unforgettable friend.
What does maturity have to do with friendship? However old we become, we do crazy things only with friends. This friendship is different. Though it seems kiddish, I realize I have one who can be with me throughout my life, no matter what happens. Moreover, I know he cannot misunderstand me because he reads my thoughts and not the mere words I utter. Yes, trust, belief and faith - Those will keep any relationship on Earth alive. So, its my time to go back to him. Continue the great journey from where we stopped.
The baby who celebrated his birthday 3 days back, my dear childhood friend, Here I come. Belated happy birthday.I am born to be your friend :)
One day, long back I told him I want to be his friend. We were together all the time from then. I talked to him. He was there for me whenever I felt lonely. I shared my worries with him. His mere presence made me feel comfortable. He never left me. We shared happy moments. And people never noticed me talking to him even inside exam halls. I have heard this from people. When somebody buys a new pen, they check if its proper by writing their name. I don't know how, but even today I check if the pen is working fine by writing his name only.This is just an example of how he intruded into me. Lots more. Years passed by. I got too excited every time his birthday approached. We used to have fun the entire day. I prayed and wished we stayed together forever.
But nothing goes smoothly till the end, right? Yes, there was no mistake on him. I made it. But so very casually and unintentionally I had gradually moved away from him. Just the belief that he will be for me whenever I need him made me do that. I never cared for him like he did for me. Wherever I went, I had atleast one person caring for me and coincidentally that person carried his name and reminded me of him. After so many years, when I sit back to find a reason, this comes up. I have grown and so people expect me to be mature. But it is tough for me to accept this as a reason for my separation from such an unforgettable friend.
What does maturity have to do with friendship? However old we become, we do crazy things only with friends. This friendship is different. Though it seems kiddish, I realize I have one who can be with me throughout my life, no matter what happens. Moreover, I know he cannot misunderstand me because he reads my thoughts and not the mere words I utter. Yes, trust, belief and faith - Those will keep any relationship on Earth alive. So, its my time to go back to him. Continue the great journey from where we stopped.
The baby who celebrated his birthday 3 days back, my dear childhood friend, Here I come. Belated happy birthday.I am born to be your friend :)
